that was June, 3rd 2011

yeah, It was Sinta's 14th birthday.

Happy 14th Sintaaaaaa.

She held a birthday party at Vibe karaoke. wanna know who Sinta is? here she is 

follow her on Twitter :)

http://twitter.com/#!/SNTRMN

I joined the party but a little too late :) I'm totally happy being there, besides to attend her party, I also could see ***** there. so glad to see him again.

the party lasts for 8 hours from 11 am until 7 pm. be honest, I actually want to join the party til the death of it. but something made me have to go home early. wanna know what?

first, my mom warned me to be home before dusk

second, ***** didn't talk to me (we didn't talk each other). I was wondering. "Huh, Absolutely yes. He doesn't want to talk to me even if just to say Hi! even one word.NOT

third, I felt like I was being ignored over him. I know it's kinda childish, selfish. but I don't wanna be like this. he preferred playing along with another friends than singing along with us. yeah, that's selfish :3

so, I decided to leave at 5pm :)

oh God, bring me back to him please ... really want really wish :3

to those who's reading this post, pray for me okayyy :D

love ya guys!

I'm tired of this fucking life

Can you let me know ?

Can you let me in ?

Can we be in love again ?

you're my special man

you're my favorite boy

you're my everything

If we in love again, I'll fight for your happiness

If we in love again, I'll fight for your satisfy

If we in love again, I'll fight for your needs

I'll try to be there for you every time you fall

I'll try to be there for you every time time you need

I'll try to be there for you every time you lose yourself

I wanna be the one for you to share your pain with

I wanna be the one for you to feel how your feeling was

I wanna be the one for you to catches all your tears

( kesannya gue yang cowok deh -_- )

How long it will take for you to come see me ?

How long it will take to get back everything we have ?

How long it will take to cure the pain that I had ?

I just wanna flashback to the time when we're one

I just wanna feel the happiness that I get when I was with you

I just wanna make everything just like the day when I'm with you

Why does it so hard to be true ?

Why does it too hard ?

Why does everything have to be like this ?

Just you where I found my true love

Just you when I lose all my fears

Just you when I get the real happiness

I hope you could feel my heart

I hope you could see how was my struggle to try to get you back

I hope you could understand 

here is young star under 15th

Elle Fanning

yeah, as you know, she's Dakota Fanning's little sister :) obviously,  she's so beautiful! she's pretty! uuh I like her so much!

here we go, Marry Elle Fanning was born on April 9th 1998. can you see how young she is :)

this picture shows you when Elle was young ;)

yeah, it's true that Elle was born suppose to be a superstar! look how great she is. She began her acting career by playing the younger version of Dakota's characters the miniseries "Taken" and the movie "I Am Sam".

Even when she's 6, she made her own statement about acting, that was "What the best part of a movie? I love to know what my name is. It's just so fun. That's the first thing I ask. It's just fun because you have a different name in every movie."

Elle and Dakota are soul sisters, Elle likes to hang out with Dakota, she said "we do like to play, Dakota as "mom" and me as "daughter"." because they're sort of the same size, they often switch their stuffs such as clothes, and also anything they have.

Actually, Elle's taller than Dakota :P wanna see???? uh huuh 

hihihi :)

Do you know that she's really likes playing barbie ? She has like 40.

it makes her aware about fashion :)

she said "I love fashion! I love clothes! I really like vintage clothes, so i n my closet there's a lot of '50s stuff."

these pictures shows you how aware she is about fashion.

Yeah, She's so Photogenic

look at these pictures

really like this :)

umm uh do you know Hailee Steinfeld ??

yeah, Elle and Hailee, “They would make a perfect Everdeen sisters.”

huh, I think it's enough to tell you about Elle Fanning

but, someday i'm gonna post some facts about her

by Dinot

happy failed anniversary, Din !

yeah, I confess that nobody could ever replace you
as you know, I love everything about you, except the fact that you're not mine anymore

"Being with you forever, it’s just a dream for me."

because since there's no more you, there's no more anniversary :'(
so, Happy Failed Anniversary :'(

everything was beautiful with XIXAXLIX

my BELOVED second family

XIXAXLIX , yeah it spells not so easy, right? but it means a lot for us :)

guys, I'm just feeling so sad to know that the time has passed so fast and soon we'll be graduated which means we're all will be separated

2 years we spent together will be an irreplaceable memory for us

7k , it was the first place where we're met for each other

we came from different schools

a day passed and of course we still feeling strange

a week passed and we started to know each other better

a month passed and we started to build a good friendship

first year felt kinda there's nothing special

8i, our second class :)

we just realized that there will never be another class like ours

with ms. Jane, we passed everyday happily though sometimes not

I'm so proud to be in AKSEL09 with the best people I've ever known

we did cry, laugh, and almost everything together

9i, our third class

the last year for us to be together

ssssst ( some of us met our loves in a very romantic way in this year )

in this year, we have to prepare ourselves to face the National Exam

we have to be more focus though some of us still thinking to get much fun than the exam

time passed, and finally we passed the exam well, without cheating :)

everything's finally over

graduation day is coming up

but we're all afraid of losing any of us after that

this is might the end of our high school year

but not the end of our friendships :)

though some of us will go to different schools, our hearts will be one and we'll be friends forever

You're all the best thing that's ever been mine

thanks for everything and always being there for me when I'm down

thanks for being a part of my fucking life

goodbye my friends :)

chase everything you want in your life to reach your dreams

by Dinot

with the tears are falling while writing this

everything about my fucking beautiful love

Let me share what I've got to say this time, it's about someone who means a lot for me, and of course about my special life in the past. let's know what is it about :) 


with you life is so easy, why do I make it hard ?
I come to you now when I need you, but why do I wait to come see you ? I always try to do this on my own, but I was wrong. Can I move on ? it takes a long time to get you out of my mind. 


Just take my hand, fall in love with me again ..
let's run away to the place where love first found us . Please give me this one chance to remind you of everything we have. I won't give up I'm too much in love with you and I want you to know that. So, let's run away from the day and I'll give you everything in this moment and I promise to make everyday just like the day.

I'm so glad I found you

at night when the stars light up my room, I sit by my self talking to the moon. try to get to you in hopes you're on the other side talking to me too. may be it's true that  I'm a fool who sits alone talking to the moon. Now all I can do is staring at the picture in a frame that i hold close to see your face everyday.

I'm gonna miss you first when we're just have graduated. cause no one, I repeat no one can do me the way you do. I really wanna flashback to when you're still loving me ! we passed our days together which actually coloured my days that time. honestly, I felt something was missing without you and nothing could ever replace your presence in my heart. I didn't really know what was controlling my mind until I realized that I was madly in love with you. Why did it have to happennnnnnnn ? 

Actually I've got something to show. wish you know this fucking feeling cause I'm afraid , I have no courageous to show it to you. hopefully you never get mad after reading it.

I just wanna say thanks for everything we've been spent together

spending 51 days with you was a very beautiful thing I've had

being with you all the time was most of the prettiest moment I've ever had

making a relationship with you was the sweetest part in my lifetime

I know that our relationship was over

I know we're just friends now

but I don't have any sense of writing this

I'm just feeling so glad to know you and ever have you

Actually, I wanna let you know what's makes me can't get you out of my mind

but, I realized that you're not mine anymore

even though we're not one, I need you to know that

"I never stopped loving you, I just stopped showing it"

this fucking feeling makes me can't fall asleep, I just can't stopped thinking of you. I'm still missing you even though I know that you don't miss me at all.

That's all what's in my heart that I've been keeping for so long, and finally I can share it with you all. Please leave comment if you wanna give some arguments of this.

perhaps now all I had to say is goodbye, perhaps we're better of this way. But for sure, I'm still open for you.

that's all for SIMDH

by dinot

together we're just like a family :)